Discovery Gunman was an Atheist
Wow,
I don’t know how to categorize
this one…I’m not sure how to
interpret what to me seems to be
a recurring pattern of differing
events where I get an eerily
close brush with what could be
death, bodily harm or a major
news event. By now, you probably
have already heard the news
about the Discovery
Communications gunman that had
held hostages in my Silver
Spring, MD. My intent here
isn’t to falsely convey any
newsworthy contributions to a
crime scene; but it has
everything to do with what a
non-believer would call
synchronicity and a Christian
would call providence. I want to
subjectively probe the “god”
question and atheism here!
I
was in that Discovery building lobby
seeking to find a point of
contact. Surveillance film just
might place me in the
building at the same
time with the gunman. Of
note, this was my first and only
time ever in the building, I was
there for less than 10 minutes. What
was this ex-minister doing
there? My desire was to find
someone to capture the rare
public laboratory of a country
that was basically denied
religious belief for 50 some
years. Believers and non-theists
frequently collide about the
pro’s and con’s of religion;
this writer speaks from Eastern
European experience after having
spent 3 years in Latvia
observing what to many people is
a mere theoretical construct of
a godless society. Why argue
about what could be objectively
captured in a documentary? I
can’t think of anything that
might be more fascinating than
this! Would Discovery agree?
Is
religion beneficial to society?
Why is it that this
non-believing ex-minister’s
steps continually coincide with
eye opening events? Is there a
force, power, …God that
reveals timely “clues” that
a curious inquirer like myself
would fail to see if it
weren’t for meticulous timing
of the events of our lives? Sure
this part is subjective; it is
scientifically impossible for
anyone else to examine my
experience.
This
ex-minister can’t ignore these
things…nor would I want to!
There has been absolutely NO
thought about returning to
Christianity. The Bible and
other revealed religious books
have critically been discarded
for good! Yet, the things that
defy explanation continually beg
to be comprehended or
understood.
Frankly,
the absolutism of my
fundamentalist Christian
ministry years slightly
embarrasses me to this day. It
isn’t due to any type of
intellectual arrogance or
conceit; it was the ignorance of
certainty that troubles me.
Believe me, I learned the lesson
well and doubt that I’d ever
duplicate the same mistake twice
in a lifetime about the
“God” question. One thing
for certain, I have always been
a sincere seeker of truth and
willing to follow the argument
wherever it might lead. Today, I
still cling to the same mindset
and can’t help but follow the
trail of “clues” that has
“confronted” or brought me
to examine the possibility or
probability of Deism or the
Spinoza concept of God (if I
could grasp such a concept).
Does
one’s belief matter? I think
it does and has an effect upon
society that many of us love to
observe and discuss. You know I
am not alone in my musings;
it’s almost a national past
time!
These groups have wantonly obliterated the line between atheism and humanism. These humanist associations that have essentially “sold out” to atheist amorality in search of funds just got exposed here! With no line of demarcation between the two, these compromising humanist organizations now need to explain themselves after James Lee’s tirade. It is the subject of a future post…but secular humanism is virtually non-existent in America…just a bunch of atheists with a conflicting secular humanist organizational title on the marquee when the wind blows their way!
Brian
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